thantavan_laos

Do you know about method to prevent orgasm?
I need to discipline my body better.
My mind is very deprave and it make my sexual organ have fluid all the time. Please send me message if you know about good method to discipline my body to prevent orgasm!!!

if I feel orgasm it will weaken my disicpline
so every orgasm destroy me a litte more
so they must be prevent
its very important

This is why I think a girl must always agree to have a smooth sexual organ. A good and sweet girl will always have a smooth sexual organ because she does not want to have orgasmic feelings. This is why I must reject the desire for orgasm feeling. I wish I can become pregnant from a husband without any orgasm feeling. Do you think it is possible after my operation? I mean if he also release his fluid inside me? Do you think the operation can still protect me from orgasm feeling in this situation and still becoming pregnant? I dont allow the orgasm to occur. I think it would be very beautiful feeling if I could feel the fluid release inside my organ when I have sex with my future husband and I can become impregnate without ever feel the orgasm!

Hello.
I live in DPR Laos but original my family from Cambodia.Hello
My name is Thantavan. I am 20 years old. I study in the University.
My family think I spend all my time to study homework because they see me always alone in my room. I try to study hard but there are many hours left over for abstinence training (you can call whatever you like).

I start to practice abstinence was at that time because I was just curious about my sexual organ. When I first realized that my body produce some sticky fluids inside from my sexual organ it made me very excited about it. At this moment I wanted more than anything else to increase these fluids so that I could feel warm and excited about my sexual organ. When I felt with my fingers that it was sticky and wet there I was so excited I was feeling crazy inside.

I discover that if I keep thinking about sexual things then the fluid keep flowing out. So I want to keep think about horny things so it can keep flow and make me wet and more and more excited feeling. But if I had orgasm then the fluid stop and I don't feel excited any more. So I understood I need to do abstinence from orgasm. It's really exciting when I am abstaining for long times. If I'm going through the days without thinking about sex I feel bored. But if I am abstaining for a long time I feel excited even when I am in school and it is not boring then. Then I use my imagination to think about how wet my sexual organ is right now while I sit in the big lecture hall and pretend I am a good girl (because they can't see inside my mind haha). My sexual organ makes me feel alive. When it is start to strongly pulsate without anything touching then I feel I can die from happiness. The world become pretty. So every time I can feel this I become more strict to deny the orgasm. I must never touch it when it is pulsating! If I touch it when it is pulsating then I loose the control and my body will have an orgasm and then I will lose my happiness feeling. But I can only get this kind of feeling when I strictly abstaining from orgasm. Every time I look at my sexual organ I remember that I should not be touching it because it feels better when I keep abstaining. Whenever I feel horny I imagine my sexual organ is wet from sticky fluid and then I want to pinch my nipples hard because of the strong urges. I love to lie down on my bed and rub my fingers around the outside of my lips, when the fluid from my sexual organ made the hair wet. Sometimes I masturbate by touching my clitoris directly. I rub it hard like it is a punishment to my sexual organ. I want to punish my organ because it always tries to trick to have orgasm. I push harder on the clitoris until I am very close to orgasm but then i take off my hand very quickly I press my nails into my nipples. Then I give my clitoris more sexual punishment and I repeat this thing again and again until I feel like my sexual organ is crying because I deny the orgasm. I put my finger on my organ and move it slowly to collect some of my fluid. I think how much I love very much to be strict and brutal to deny my organ to have orgasm. I lick the fluid on my fingers. I feel like it is a sweet taste. Only when I am strict to deny orgasm is my organ producing so much lovely fluid and making me feel so happy inside. When my organ start pulsating it feels like there is something inside my sexual organ. Then it moves up and explodes inside my head.I feel the fluid flow out of my organ.and I feel my clitoris is hard . My nipples are also hard. I feel my stomach muscles become very tight. My fingers turn into fists and I feel the beauty of the world all inside me when I am reaching my happiness point. Now I search new ways to deny orgasm for my sexual organ. I hope I can find someone here who understand and know exactly how my sexual organs need to be prevented from orgasm. How can me make more orgasm torture on my sexual organ? How can we make it more sticky fluid but still must prevent orgasm!I want to share my abstinence with you.

Thantavan, March 2023